Friday, August 12, 2016

Restlessness

Laid back,
Head rested,
Staring,
Into the cream-coloured nothingness that is my bedroom sky.

Thoughts hover,
Dreams linger,
Waiting,
Like limber limbs aching for a stretch, a stride, a streak
Hoping to break free from the arduous asphyxiation of ignorant monotony
Struggling helplessly to overcome the strangling hand of bleak,
Failure.

Eyes open,
Mouth gasps,
Trying.

But nothing.
Nothing gets through.

The civil war between mind and body has cost another day.
And the victor of this inaction can only be the nation of procrastination.
Wordlessly reaping the fruits of their squabbles.
Mocking.
Thoughts cry.
Dreams whimper.

The cream-coloured bedroom sky grows darker to match the shade of its neighbours outside.
Drooping.
Head turns.
Hitting the sack.
Maybe tomorrow.
Tomorrow, I will fight the restlessness back.